Footprints on my heart..

I smiled at you..you smiled back...I can see your enthusiasm..As you look at me, Again and again, I wanna hug you tight..but people might see us, You know our issues, our affair is unknown, Sigh, but now that You have walked into my life, you have left footprints on my heart that no wave could ever wash away.. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.

to be continued kay time na...hehe xD

when i find out we were going to be apart, i made up my mind not to miss you too much...but for some reasons, my heart just wouldn't listen..traitor heart!argh

There is a time for everything

In the movie version of Prince Caspian, one of the installment of C.S. Lewis’ “Chronicles of Narnia", we will notice a valuable lesson about “right timing”…or waiting..

When the High King Peter & his siblings returned to the magical place called Narnia it was in utter ruins. Aside from that, there’s a great battle that awaits them. Peter intended to push forward against the enemy but Prince Caspian objects with the plan. Lucy, the youngest of the four Pevencies, was also against the idea. Lucy said, “It seems that you are thinking of only two options, to die here or to die there. Have you forgotten who really defeated the white witch? (Lucy was referring to Aslan).” The Older Pevensie answered, “We’ve waited for Aslan long enough. Now, we need to do it ourselves.” But Peter was persistent, which leadsdeath to his people, many died in the battle & they lost.

Avoid rush decisions & hurried actions because Haste makes waste. Learn to count the cost &wait for the best offer, God’s offer..There is a time for everything, so avoid hurrying andrushing.

Something great happens when we wait. Waiting develops our character. As you wait, learn todepend on God, obey His voice & trust that His timing is the best.

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FRIENDS.. :D

I ran across some pictures of us taken months ago..

There we were in all of our naive glory. Looking like we had the world in a string.

Little did I know the kinds of surprises life had in store for us...

what twists and turns the days would take on how our journeys would shape us...

Seeing those photos sure brought back memories and stirred up a few old strong longings and regrets. But mostly it amazed me to look at us then and look at us now..

Still here..

Still Friends..

Hoping to be more resilient than we could imagine..

less perfect than we hoped...

and way more amazing than either of us could have pictured back then..

Friends???

:)

in between..

Too often when a relationship/friendship ends, people are confused, and they don't know what to do or say.

In our case, our lives just went in different directions, dissolving many of the things we once had in common.

Still, I want you to know how much you’ve done for me, how great our friendship was in its time. And, remember, I’ll always feel good about what we shared. You’re someone I’ll never forget..

xoxo

.. ^^

she's but a picturesque image: carrying a fragrant aroma sweeping sweetly reviving life to such a soul of mine. So precious..& priceless such a rare & precious jewel could ever be found. Too wonderful, with splendid colors in brilliant light. A gift of God carryng with her, smiles of joy thrusting through a heart dat may have been bowed low.

I would likely by all desire have it; but it seems to expensive to be handled by me. Now wondering of the smallest yet loftiest possibilities to have her, i look up in heaven:and WAIT...& hope..

and trust a Divine Hand..

the Hands of God..

*TLW Galore*

=)

happy birthday kid...

this is what I am...

Nothing is constant in this world. Circumstances & situations change as people do.I am Brian May A. Mehoy, I was born on July 7, 1989. Like many of us, I grew up in a religious home. If spending time in church could make a person holy, I should have been one of the best little boy in our town. Why? Because our family was always attending church & church activities, which for me also meant children’s retreats, choirs & special classes.

Religion for my parents was something that affected their lives-everyday-both inside & outside of the church. I saw them reading their Bibles, talking to God naturally as a trusted friend, & applying what they read to how they treated other people-even those who were unkind or took advantage of them. As for me, it became routinely. In church, I never felt joy in hearing God’s Word. In other words, I lived a life that is not worth-living. But when I was 14 yrs old, I can still remember last May 2004, during a summer youth camp, the day that I will never forget. I was initially scared upon the realization I had on one of the speaker’s exhortations. He was talking about the rapture, about life after death. He was challenging us that one day the Lord will come and caught up the body of the believers. All those who have not received the Lord Jesus Christ will be left behind. That was indeed terrifying! From that moment on I’ve been different a fire inside me was ignited to serve God. But that fire, as time goes by, is slowly burning out.. ’til it’s gone..As I entered college though, I began to sense emptiness in my life. I tried to fill this by becoming active with my academics, extracurricular activities and many-social activities. But the satisfaction I received from these things was so temporary.

It was then a friend of mine, knowing that I was a Christian invited me to get involved with the PSALM ministry. Through this involvement I began to feel for something more in my life. I saw something in them that I wanted too. To cut the story short, I joined their leadership training and my life after that was never been the same again..just like the soft drink ad, I knew I had to obey my thirst.Jesus said in John 7,”If anyone is thirsty, let Him come to me & drink. Come to me…that your soul may live.” So I came to Him as the Living Water & ask Him to wash me from all my sins & make me pure and clean. It was then I realized my sin against God in trying to control my life on my own. I realized that he had created me for Himself and I was accountable to Him.From then on, I found the real joy & contentment of serving the Lord. I experienced a whole new revival of myself & my perspective in life. I have been a useful Christian and I will always be.

Now I lived in the verse,”Delight yourself in the Lord & he will grant all the desires of your heart.” My Life has been decided. I will live the rest of my life serving God’s purposes with God’s people, on God’s planet, for God’s Glory!..=)



This is my story…

The Five Love Languages

This book will help you learn to love someone in a way they truely feel loved - not the way you want to love them. It seems better when both parties involved are willing to try it.

This book is fantastic yet practical. I would recommend it to anyone. It helps you find out what your love language is, as well as your mate's, friends' or whosoever's and helps you learn how to communitcate love in a way that the other person will understand. Everyone understands love differently, and everyone communitcates love differently. If you aren't communitcating love in a way that someone can understand, that person probably doesn't feel loved - or at least, as loved as he/she should or wants to feel. Dr. Chapman goes through and explains all five languages: Words of Affirmation, Quality Time, Receiving Gifts, Acts of Service, and Physical Touch. He not only explains the language itself, but also the different dialects of the language. It's helpful and interesting. It's aimed at married couples, but you can take the information learned and apply it to friends and other family members as well. I'm looking forward to greab a copy of the teenager version though.

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