this is what I am...

Nothing is constant in this world. Circumstances & situations change as people do.I am Brian May A. Mehoy, I was born on July 7, 1989. Like many of us, I grew up in a religious home. If spending time in church could make a person holy, I should have been one of the best little boy in our town. Why? Because our family was always attending church & church activities, which for me also meant children’s retreats, choirs & special classes.

Religion for my parents was something that affected their lives-everyday-both inside & outside of the church. I saw them reading their Bibles, talking to God naturally as a trusted friend, & applying what they read to how they treated other people-even those who were unkind or took advantage of them. As for me, it became routinely. In church, I never felt joy in hearing God’s Word. In other words, I lived a life that is not worth-living. But when I was 14 yrs old, I can still remember last May 2004, during a summer youth camp, the day that I will never forget. I was initially scared upon the realization I had on one of the speaker’s exhortations. He was talking about the rapture, about life after death. He was challenging us that one day the Lord will come and caught up the body of the believers. All those who have not received the Lord Jesus Christ will be left behind. That was indeed terrifying! From that moment on I’ve been different a fire inside me was ignited to serve God. But that fire, as time goes by, is slowly burning out.. ’til it’s gone..As I entered college though, I began to sense emptiness in my life. I tried to fill this by becoming active with my academics, extracurricular activities and many-social activities. But the satisfaction I received from these things was so temporary.

It was then a friend of mine, knowing that I was a Christian invited me to get involved with the PSALM ministry. Through this involvement I began to feel for something more in my life. I saw something in them that I wanted too. To cut the story short, I joined their leadership training and my life after that was never been the same again..just like the soft drink ad, I knew I had to obey my thirst.Jesus said in John 7,”If anyone is thirsty, let Him come to me & drink. Come to me…that your soul may live.” So I came to Him as the Living Water & ask Him to wash me from all my sins & make me pure and clean. It was then I realized my sin against God in trying to control my life on my own. I realized that he had created me for Himself and I was accountable to Him.From then on, I found the real joy & contentment of serving the Lord. I experienced a whole new revival of myself & my perspective in life. I have been a useful Christian and I will always be.

Now I lived in the verse,”Delight yourself in the Lord & he will grant all the desires of your heart.” My Life has been decided. I will live the rest of my life serving God’s purposes with God’s people, on God’s planet, for God’s Glory!..=)



This is my story…

The Five Love Languages

This book will help you learn to love someone in a way they truely feel loved - not the way you want to love them. It seems better when both parties involved are willing to try it.

This book is fantastic yet practical. I would recommend it to anyone. It helps you find out what your love language is, as well as your mate's, friends' or whosoever's and helps you learn how to communitcate love in a way that the other person will understand. Everyone understands love differently, and everyone communitcates love differently. If you aren't communitcating love in a way that someone can understand, that person probably doesn't feel loved - or at least, as loved as he/she should or wants to feel. Dr. Chapman goes through and explains all five languages: Words of Affirmation, Quality Time, Receiving Gifts, Acts of Service, and Physical Touch. He not only explains the language itself, but also the different dialects of the language. It's helpful and interesting. It's aimed at married couples, but you can take the information learned and apply it to friends and other family members as well. I'm looking forward to greab a copy of the teenager version though.

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Risk and reward..

There are tons of things that's bothering me right now..

Sometimes, I wish of having super powers, like the power to read other people's mind, so that i don't have to spend all night long thinking what's on your mind, decipher those mind-boggling statements, cause sometimes reading between the lines is not my type, all I need is just a little of assurance or whatever it is. But I guess, Nobody can read anyone else's mind. And all we can do is always presume what they think and feel.
I should have been careful,I should have built protective walls between my emotion, because loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe at the same time, that's the reward and that's the risk.
I don't want to be melodramatic here, but sometimes I just can't help it..but I still have that hope to which I hold on to..

hope that is fadeless under all circumstances..

Missing piece..

Isn't it funny that it's when we're surrounded by people, around us on all sides, that we sometimes feel the loneliest? I've been finding that lately - that when I'm alone in my room is when I feel more content and comfortable, but when there are lots of people around, loneliness illuminates me. Does anyone else get that?

Its like missing a very important piece in a puzzle,.. and all it needs is someone you love to mend it back, someone to fill it, and you know that someone is just out there, somewhere..yet distance and time are holding it back from you..

All in all ... you can do is to wait, all alone in the dark, in the light, in the rain, in the sunshine.. and yes, I'm willing to wait, after all,

TRUE LOVE WAITS..

missing someone!!*sigh*

You know what's sad bout missing someone? for me it's when the only thing you can dwell with, are memories...Have you ever missed someone and felt terrible because you think that she doesn’t miss you?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. You will be sitting around wondering if you meant anything to her. Thinking if she ever cares about u. Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it’s her. Looking out of the window hoping that she will surprise you by appearing downstairs. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time you went out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans. Logging on to the Internet hoping to see her online. When u realise that she isn’t online and did not return your page, you will start worrying if she is okay. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes you to loneliness. It teaches you how to cope with being lonely and let you know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. You know that you really care and you indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for her. But missing someone and not knowing if she is feeling the same is terrible. You feel as if you are being left alone. So if you miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss you. Don’t let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if you miss him/her too, tell them.

Don’t let them wait.

miss my kid..

My First Post ever...horay!!Ü

I cordially WELCOME you guys to my very own blogspot account

"BUBUYOG7"..

This would be my first post ever for my first blogsite! (duh!am i making sense here?!) coz you know, I'm really not that good in writing, I do daily journals though, & it's my way of escaping from boredom, if it be not a fact that I'm occupied with my phone texting..haha..Okay, so much with that... I'm gonna give you a clincher of what to look forward for my upcoming blog entries..well I was thinking of sharing my experiences/misadventures & everything about being an out-of-school-youth..haha & a touch of every aspect of my life, it could be emotional, my socail life, & ofcourse, Spiritual. I will also include thoughtful stories & refelctions, along with energizing scriptures & a stirring quotations. And watch out for more features that is in store for my blog. Hope you'll enjoy each visit you'll make..so kick bak, relax, and enjoy reading my blog..

Gobless!

ciao!Ü